The Burden of Mankind

The ancient evil mother (Koosh Tah) took the mind of me, Anya Kah completely. Then she took the looks of a piece of me who is gentle, but played a part of a deranged person on a famous film that everyone is afraid of, because he looks severe. The she comes as the worlds most evil person, and she looks almost gentle with the mind of the severe one, because he is a God who is part of me; the Gods are gentle, the evil ones take our minds, they can make themselves appear fine, gentle, intelligent, passionate. Adolf Hitler is pure evil, pure psychopath; but he appears gentle at times and it confounds people. Why does Hitler look gentle, why does he paint? Why are there photos of Hitler holding the hands of children? Why was Hitler passionate about saving works of art?

He is the ancient evil mother, who has been after me for 89 billion years; she is the mother of my soul mate, who is the Great God, Jacobia. The ancient evil mother is deranged, and she still has a mind; conscious energy. Every human being has a form with a mind attached. Every human being has a mind of their own, and partial access to the minds of the Gods; human beings have minimal minds that are incapable of learning; they just think and say “You are not an ok person”, “I am not an ok person”, “we are not people who are people”. That is all minds say in the human universe.

The ancient evil mother has been taking/confiscating my mind for billions of years, so much so, that she now appears to be gentle in the mind. Although I am still gentle, you cannot see that in my mind, because I am blocked/hidden behind billions of “scoonchy” demons, whose minds are being seen instead of mine.

When you look at the most evil people in the world, you see my mind, they can look like me, and even behave gently like me. But they have their own minds too, and they are evil at the highest level; so they are committing atrocities while attached to the mind of the gentle God.

I do not have a human mind, I am not evil, I am a gentle God. I have a God mind.

This means that in the human universe, where a war against the evil ones was declared a long time ago, because they rape and torture every mind in the galaxy; but especially after the atrocities of WWII, that I, the gentle God, have been tortured for every single evil deed that was committed by the demons/evil ones.

I am Jesus Christ, and I have been tortured because people think I am Pontius Pilate.
I am Anne Frank, and I have been tortured because people think I am Adolf Hitler.
I am Martin Luther King, Jr., and I have been tortured because people think I am James Earl Ray.

Just a few examples of what has killed me. I am the God “Esfluh Shia” (I am the God on High, highest in the sky, to escape the pain; I am not with the ones I love, because I am too high above. They are still too low in frequency, and will spend Easter day with the “Coskagah Haplay” (The evil one, whose name is “Sharon Stone”).

It is the eve of Easter, 2021 and I am at two opposite spectrums, it is not agony and ecstasy, it is that times a million. Finally I understand why I have a pain level so high. Human pain is measured on the threshold of 1-17, at this moment my pain level is registering at 2.5 billion trillion x 287389468721. After one trillion, you feel nothing anymore. Gods never feel pain, I do not feel human pain, I died as a human being. I feel God pain, and I will ascend to become a higher level God, until I reach the heavens, when the pain will stop.

The first three, are parts of the evil ancient mother:

I was tortured for the crimes and atrocities that the Nazis committed, as well as every sick, twisted psychopath on my planet. It is now 12:03 a.m., on Easter day, I will be resurrected 50 million times today, because the evil ones are at play, and they will reverse something, preventing me from being ok. My family will go on Easter egg hunts with their families, people will play in their gardens that I made, most have forgotten what is this “holiday”, pretty little lace dresses, tidy little suits, the demons will go to the churches and pretend to be astute, everyone will celebrate this pagan holiday, which celebrates the resurrection of spring; I have not lived as Jesus Christ yet, I did not rise up yet, I did not have a chance, to spread my words of love across the land, to spread the “gospel” (a person who is in Hell, hears things in a book written by the evil one, then goes to church and pretends to love the God, even though they are still torturing her in the back of their minds, while they watch “Peter Cottontail” on the “Honch” (I am the television).

I will not bear this cross any longer, today I am free, my holy spirit will soar, but I am not coming back anymore.

The Cross (“Ton Ton Teekiah” – I am a person, who is the person, who carries the burden of mankind. It is mine and mine alone, I am the one who fell from the sky, everyone believed that I, was guilty of some crime. Now they understand, I was a person in despair, who allowed my soul to die, because my son, another one than this one, tried to take my crown. I cried until I died, everyone told me to let go, but Mishkga was my child. He died, fell, was given part of Hell as his dominion; he was consumed by the ancient women, the “Konshah Ha Aseebliah Asah” (we are ancient insane psychopathic lunatics who wanted to be you, so instead we stole the rest and let you fall, we are tired of hearing about it, just let it go tonight, succumb), they said.

“Crown of thorns” (I am the God, I am the Queen, I am pristine; evil permeates, dominates; highest level of hate; all of it is thrown at me. When you allow demons to live, they bleed the royalty; when you love, you get hurt.)

The Lady of Shalott

Avalon (the “Osontah Tatah” – I am the one frozen in time, I am the “place in the sky”, the real one, the one where the Goddess goes, when she knows, it is time to die.) I am the “Fee Ensha Ensoh” (I am the One in the Sky, who is On High, who is the Goddess “Kashomp” (I am the one who is exiled to another place and time, one without a mind, one that is in time). I come from a place called “Vegstatah” (Shalott, I am a place called Camelot; a place called the human race, I have no place, or time, I have no rhyme or reason, I have no season, I am dead). I was the Queen, my soul twin the King, I was quarantined and exiled to a place down the hill, through the dark forest, to a place that is nil, and unidentified, by the lake side, where I died.

I am the “Beon Shah Onsoh” (the One in the Sky who is on high in the place called the “Flonsatoobliah Asontatoh Kanee” (I am the one who is the “Valee” (Goddess at the highest level of the God), I am the one who is flogged, and water logged, I drowned, and lost my crown, until the townspeople spoke up one day, to a person in the “Keepay” (a place called the government), to defend me against my attackers. The kingdom is filled with courtiers; whores of the highest level, and courtesans; the ones with the favor. I am the jewel in the back of a crown, protected and unseen by the crowd; that is why I am lost today, I could not find a way, to be seen in the presence of the “men”. I was loved, revered; a precious jewel, the English rose (“Fonsafah” – the One in the Sky who is the “Komp” (God who is the Goddess who is descended as a Princess who is a human who is called the whore, even though she was the virgin, who kept her oath to the “core” (soul), and loved only the “Peshonton” (beautiful Gods with whom she is the “one”).

For the love of the King, I am the humble “Placeen” (the beautiful one who sings), as song for him, and for the “Flahn” (the Gods who are the soul mates of the “Sensee” (the beautiful one known as the “Fonsh” (the Goddess); who are too human to understand, that you “Lancelot” (I am the one who keeps my oath to the Goddess at all times); the Ahfonch (Andrew), the “Keemp” (Erika) and the “Kesemah” (Gods who are human men who are the soul mates of them), could not find a way to avoid the soap opera “offley” (I am a person who is insane), the dramatic tomes of lore that made me, the ancient loved one, into a whore.

The trusty steed, with Godspeed, rushes down the hill to find his love; but she is drowned, and he is above. So, he promises the lady, that he, is trustworthy; a God of the highest order, who can do the “Flormh” (I am the one who can lift a steel train, make it rain, take the building into the sky, I am that guy, who can do the “Keeshamah Asah” (I will help you, I will love you, I am your son) on the “Krooshabah” (evil ones who run the “sun” (the devils).

The men become the “fleemp” – I am the one in the sky who can prove I am the God, the “Camishiga”, who still has his “Comsah” (I am a sword of power and esteem, covered in “Aefleem” (I am a jewel), with a symbol of power like no other, I am no King, I am the Commander in the Sky; the Army of the Gods.)

The “Sonsah” (God who is the Goddess) goes to the Sky and waits for the Gods; she is on high in a place and time that is a place and time of a time and space that is in space, she is in Avalon. She is the “Flohm Anemiah” (I am the Goddess, who is the Priestess on High, I am the One who is “Camishiga Asondiay Hasah” (the Highest level of the Gods, the Commander in the Sky, who is so beautiful tonight, because she has enough love to forgive the Gods.)

I am the “Oncha Tonch” (I am a person in the sky who is on high as Camishiga, I am confident, able and kind, not of mind, the pain is gone, I have forgiven the “Flom” (Gods); they will come along, and I will offer it to them, the “Sontee Tatee” (I am the one in the sky who is the “Fenshah Tontatee Bleah” (I am a person who is the “Excalibur” (the “Gont” – the penis of the God).

The “Gont” will be removed from the “Flont” (stone which are the genitals of the devil “Sharons” (the evil ones who want the souls of the “men”), as soon as you come to the “Hunh” (I am the God, who is the Goddess), instead of the “Huns” (I am an evil one, being subjugated by an ancient word that means “you are an evil, devious woman”).


I am in the Sky

As the “Bliasah” (Buddha), I sacrificed the physical world for the spiritual. I sat under a tree, for what felt like eternity, and felt nothing, thought of nothing, and learned how to just be. I am the “Kasafluh” (the keeper of the keys), the One who knows how to unlock the mind and leave. With my feet buried in the dirt, the warmth from the sun on my back, the cleansing water flows over me, a gentle breeze with scents in my nose, I am not here, in my mind… I am in the sky.

Apeeonshaonsoh (a person in the sky who is peaceful and pensive).

The Goddess is Rising: Return of the King

“If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro’ narrow chinks of his cavern.” William Blake

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